there should be nothing to the love that we got

baby i know sometimes it's gonna rain

but baby can we make up now cuz i can't sleep through the pain

grl i don't wanna go to bed mad at you, and i don't want you to go to bed mad at me

i still don't feel completely at ease. maybe i'm gonna need some time too? but i don't wanna set myself up to getting fucked over again. & i'm afraid all of this won't last. something always happens and manages to mess it up. but he's trying to make it better. i guess. he wrote a song for me. something i've always dreamed about. and then today he wrote me something. i don't know if he just felt sorry for me cuz of all the crying i did or something. i still feel like something is off.

but i love hearing him. he makes me feel so good.
for now i'm just gonna enjoy what we have.