a few nights ago before i'd fall asleep i would pray to give me a dream. in that dream would be what his true intentions are, what's really going on. otherwise i'm just left wondering all the time.
last night i dreamt about him. & someone else. i don't know what to think of this. maybe i just dreamt it because it's been in my head for a while. yet it's hard to think otherwise when right now it's about 3:30 in the morning and i still haven't heard from that beloved fucking boyfriend of mine.
he always has me worrying and stressing. all of my entries are about the bad that i've been feeling. lately it feels like it's been outweighing the good. what good is there? i can't feel it anymore.
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